stuck!

hurm~ im stuck on u!! help mee! im drawning dude hehe...haish, today is not yesterday but yesterday was today! i miss you alot by :'(((...its so pathetic when we'd to be far far away like this euuuw i don't even like ouu this situation! pls sv me~ i love u baby^^, thnks being my good listener muuah!

dear God,
pls listen  to my voices, im begging u to gv me ur Blessing...show me e way ya Allah...i need to awake from e darkness life, i dun wan all this messy things botherin my mind to focusing in my stdy...i dun wan pple to hate me, but do ive any choices?...as usual, what is past is past rather then nothing rather then collecting enemies, r8??? why shud us keep on fighting for nothing??? i hate my self when i can't handle this childish things! but arent them realise that they're nutness childish?? pls laa, wake up!!!! dun brang me into u guys probs! i dun want to get involved ok!...settle urs n i settle mine, that a deal! n pls tk note! im not ur CLOWN!! n pls STOP using me!!!eee~ im not interested to be in e middle of YOU!!! eish! im not perfect so pls go away, get out of my way! n dont ever cme BACK!!!!

for those knwing me well! thnks guys for supporting me^,^...